Sometimes I am a bit overwhelmed and overworked. I do think often at times, man what if things were different. I truly love my children but it's difficult emotionally. I feel like how can I deal ? How can I change things to make it better? I feel defeated as a parent. Long nights with no sleep, it's hard to keep a steady job due to my son scheduling ( thank God for my husband ) . I wouldn't know what to do if he wasn't so awesome 😎. However, autism parenting can be a bit much and weigh on me heavy emotionally. I don't confide in many because how could they understand ?! So I journal, I pray, I sing. And I decided to keep on going strong
